Wanna know why I'm still awake? I'm not sleepy! Why should I have force myself to lie down and pretend to want to sleep? I can't do that. It's like torture. I could be doing something else, but I'm lying here trying to clear my mind, when it should be clear that I can't unless I struggle for an hour. And it's not like I have something important to do today anyway. I'll just go to sleep when I'm sleepy. If anything, the short hours of sleep that I'll probably get will help fix my sleeping schedule. Of course, if I had the aid of something like Nyquil, I could also fix my sleeping habits, but my mom won't let me take Nyquil, so BLAH!

My habits are basically about necessity now... If my room is a mess, I won't bother to clean it unless it becomes a real problem...until it becomes necessary. I won't go to sleep unless it becomes necessary...but I eat all the time, even when it's not necessary. Well, scratch that. I want to eat all the time. I don't like how there's not really much to eat around here...

How come I only feel confident about asking a girl out when she's sleeping? I must be a creature of the night. I hope I'm not a vampire.