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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Sadness

10:32 PM

My mother is in the hospital..in Dallas. She's having surgery tomorrow. The problem has something to do with fluid in the lungs. This all sucks. My dad talked to me and my sister's earlier tonight. He said that she "won't be the same" when she gets back. By that, she means she'll be weaker and less active. This also means I can't piss her off, which used to happen often (not intentionally, of course). So I'm afraid I might do something wrong.

This weekend, me and my family are going to visit her in Dallas. I'm kinda scared. My dad said she might not recognize us because of the medication she's on. This all really scary stuff. I seriously pray to God that my mother is alright.

On other, and less depressing notes, we had a band concert tonight. It was pretty good, I guess. I'm still not sure how to put on a tuxedo, though. I had hell with the bow tie, and I had no idea to put the vest on, so I just left it off. And I had trouble with my hair, too. I had no idea it was that long! And it curls up and stuff. I guess I SHOULD get a haircut soon. Other than that, I thought I looked spiffy.

I also bought a new keyboard today (both me and my sister's keyboard were all messed up, like the spacebar, h, b, n, and apostrophe keys did not work!). It doesn't really match my computer. I've got a silver computer case, a black monitor, a dark blue Dell mouse, and a white keyboard. It's like a "Frankenstein" system. Also, this keyboard is a bit squishier than I'm used to, so it'll take some getting used to.

Hey, look at that. A whole entry where I didn't link to Wikipedia! Wait, nevermind.